los angeles

i love rachel zoe beyond words. i don't understand some people who've whined about her antics or even her weight, which is not only beyond irrelevant to her career but not worth investigating, you can't deny that she's done some pretty gorgeous work. i loved what she did for anne hathaway at the oscars last year.

the detail on that dress is breathtaking.

i'm also a little jealous that rachel's got enough hair confidence to work a centerpart. i wouldn't dare.

if i ever considered los angeles as a home, i'd die to work for that woman. but until she touches base in new york, there's nothing i can do but watch RZP and seethe with envy.

• common app fill-out today. i need to get moving, and also press the idea of ED UPenn to my parents.
• i need to start an operation smile club at school. i keep forgetting.
• i also need to watch RZP and Jennifer's Body online. i keep forgetting that too.

i can't wait until i turn 18. i can't wait for college. i can't wait for life.